Thursday, 3 February 2011

The Busy Highway of Life


Part I
[Hardships of a Young Man in the Wilderness:
Dedicated to Sindile 'Sirah' Dlakana]

By Vusumzi Toto Matomane


Once had buddies—
together
we rolled on this busy
Highway of life.


Out on the desert road;
there-and-then:
They dumped me…


‘You’re becoming a burden,


You’re becoming heavy,


You’re becoming a responsibility.’


…so they said…


Up-and-down:
I faced
manier dunes—


Up-and-down with:
Teary & itchy eyes,
A dry throat,
A groaning stomach,
weak knees and sore feet—
I wandered.


Copyright © Vusumzi Matomane 2011


Come With Me

[A Plea from a Young Man to His Beloved]


In this day & age
I invite you Princess;
to:
come with me…


I want to love you
with million traditional ways;
so—
come with me.


Walk with me,
hand-in-hand—
along the riverbank;
I’ll write you a sweet poem


Inside dark jungles
&
Stormy weathers of this world:
walk with me—
Have faith in my steps…


And out in the sunshine—
when all is rosy
& golden:
Come with me My Love.

Copyright © Vusumzi Matomane 2011

Tuesday, 1 February 2011

We Shall Breathe no More


By Vusumzi Toto Matomane
(Taken from the Novel: SoulMate)

Men have turned
Earth
into an air-tight vessel,


Pressurized
with ugly
and deadly gases...


Until he breathes
no more
and is silent forever;


Then his soul
shall remember
Damages
of long time ago.


Wena uyiNkosazana



By Mzukisi Mdudo

[Praises to an African Princess:
Dedicated to Nolufefe 'Fefe' Wophula]


Ntombazana…ungummangaliso;
nam endingawaziyo.
Ubuhle obunje ndiyabuzibula…


Wena Ntombazana:
You're Loving,
You're Understanding
You're Caring


Wena Ntombazana
You are…you are Everything—
You are more than just a pretty-face:
You are a true African-Queen,
Ntliziyo yam iyandixelela


Othi wena awuyo Kumkanikazi:
Yimfama engeva nangendlebe—
Ukuhlakanipha kwakho Ntombazana;
Kuyincwadi efundekayo…


Ntombazana:  I tried to combine
amagama—
Of explaining the inner beauty I see in you
But every time I try:
 My words crumble & vanish into thin air still…


O, how I wish I was a Poet:


So I could sing you praises;
At sunrise, noon & sundown—
Ubomi bethu bendizokuculela
Imibongo yobuKhosazana
Ngoba wena uyiNkosazana.

©Copyright 2011 Mdudo Mzukisi

The Vanilla Man

(An Observation by a student
In a racist-infested environment
2011 Feb. 01; Tues                10:10 am)

Recorded Down by
Vusumzi Toto Matomane



The Vanilla Man
likes to think:
he is better— because of his Vanillaism…


He goes around;
‘colour-coding’ other men—
Green, Blue, Brown,
et cetera et cetera…


Thus
he believes:
He’s an Earthly God.


He indoctrinates his son
about Vanillaity
&
a Vanilla god.


The Green gods, the Blue gods, the Brown gods:
He cast ‘em out—
and feeds ‘em to hungry lions.





True Life Stories (The Pine Tree)

By Vusumzi Matomane

[Free Lessons from the Ordinary People]


When I turned ten; my mother bought me a brand new, blue-and-white BMX all the way from Johannesburg—because: I had been a good boy up to that stage and I had passed Standard Two.
In those days, to every young boy in Ngangelizwe, owning a bicycle was the closest thing to owning a car…factually: I believed that I was driving a car whenever I was riding my BMX in the dusty streets of the ghetto (when we were young; we had many beliefs).
            And it was about the same time (when Mother bought me that BMX) that my Grandmother bought me a: garden-spade, fork-spade and rake. How I knew the implements were mine?... I had seen, whilst walking around the neighbourhood, older boys utilizing such implements (in those days; they still had boys’ chores and girls’—but even then, with Grandma, I did both chores). And since I was the only boy at home then; I knew I was going to lend a hand…in fact; both hands and get some work done.


‘Today you let your pony rest—you’ll ride when we’re done in the garden…come, and bring the tools with you.’ Grandma had said.
So, working alongside Grandma; I would watch, ask this-and-that and do some work. To tell the truth: I did my bit in the garden just to get done and over with so I could go back to my pony—unaware that there were valuable lessons culminating from the whole exercise…quiet lessons from the garden that; only the gardener understands.


‘Today we’re planting the pine-tree…come, and bring the spade with you.’ Grandma had said the other day.

            ‘Aunty,’ (I cannot remember well; where did I pick up the habit of using inappropriate tittles when addressing family members [my Grand-Grandma: I called Mamma, my Grandmother: Aunty, my Mother and my Mother—my Mother has a twin; so I have two Mothers—I call them Sisi]).

            ‘We have enough trees already.’ Our homestead, during those days, had peach-trees in abundance ( I cannot remember now; how many, exactly there were).

‘We need more trees, young man…come now, and bring the spade with you.’



And thus I became a gardener…a gardener with a watchful eye.
I developed a habit of riding around the neighbourhood (and neighbouring suburbs) looking at green-grasses, flowers, shrubs and trees. Up to this day, although few people know it, I have been having green fingers since the days of gardening with my Grandmother.
I still apply lessons I learnt from the garden as I approach life—for instance:

·         Good  nurturance is vital,
·         A caring touch makes a difference,
·         Observation is a form of art,
·         Other things take time (good fruits take time to mature),
·         Remember what happened last season,
·         Monitor progress,
·         Sometimes we change strategy for better results,
·          Faith is very important,
·         Sometimes things go beyond human control…

These are quiet lessons learnt in the garden—they become, I have noticed, useful; not only in the garden, but also in life in general. They are free-lessons from Nature…lessons that can make this world a lovely (if not the dearest) place to live in.
And for instilling in me; the love of gardening: I still believe that my Grandma was the cleverest Lady I have ever known.


Today, some twenty years later, the pine tree that Grandma and I planted; is still standing tall and majestically.
I look at that pine tree and remember Grandma/Aunty and her wisdom (I have always thought of Aunty: a-silent-teacher. Up to this day; I still cannot find other words to decribe Aunty—other than those)…


           
            It is human-nature to consume fruits and/or vegetables today and forget the next day. It is, however, easy to remember yester days when there is a tree standing because a tree hangs around, or rather stands around, for quite some time: especially the pine tree (and I am very much inclined to believe that that was the lesson that Grandma intended for me to learn).



One of these days; when I buy my own piece of land: I am going to plant a couple of fruit trees, and, definitely; a pine tree—just one pine tree will be enough.   

Tuesday, 11 January 2011

Headline News


“SoulMate”                “Your Poetry”           
“Your Comments"       "True Life Stories"
By Vusumzi Matomane

This is a special message to the loyal Visitors who usually visit my Blog: I will no longer post Chapters from the Novel “SoulMate.” You will have, though, a glimpse of the last chapter in the following months.
The first four chapters will remain, and for convenient reading, this is their chronological order: Adeola, The Nurse and the Architect, Small Heaven and The Good Times (I have renamed The Fortgalers for certain reasons—in writing; it happens all the time…these changes/adjustments are being born during the Editing Stages).
            All-in-all: we are not going to post the whole manuscript on the Blog—I will, however, post: material/views that will be in line with the Novel, a comprehensive Synopsis of “SoulMate” sometime around May/June.
I suppose that should be enough to get You (My Friend) interested on the novel and thereby; be proud of inviting your friends, colleagues and family members into this Blog.
[Perhaps it will be worth mentioning that early next year (2012) Daduwele (http://www.dadaman777.blogspot.com/) and I; will be putting together a children’s book that will attempt to cross the racial borders. We are trying to adjust this Blog; so that it can cater for everyone].  


**For those who have passion for Poetry: I am not going to post a lot of poems (of my own); that is to say. I will, however; write Your Poems—when You e-mail me (vusumzi2080@yahoo.com) [All you do is to brief me, via e-mail, about whatever it is that you would like me to know before I could write Your Poem.]
I will then link Your Poem to your Facebook. This friendly gesture is a FREE service from me…I am doing this to: increase readership for my Blog, consolidate my Friendships and ensure that “SoulMate” gets enough exposure before it comes out.
[Note that: I will only write poems for people who send e-mails to the above-mentioned e-mail address. No other form of communication will be responded to; not even Facebook]
Writing Your Poems and posting them on the Blog means: Everyone can give advice/comments on the ‘Dialog-box/Comments-box’ that I am about to mention in the following paragraph.
This facility is more organised on the Blog and your friends can give you advice and sign their names if they wish

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I welcome (Friendly) Suggestions, Advice and Comments about the work that I am doing. There is a Dialog-box/Comments-box below each and every ‘Work’ that I post for that purpose.
Write Your Comments in any language that you are comfortable with…if I do not understand it: eventually I will.


            From time-to-time; during this year, You are going to have a dose of True Life Stories…these are stories/lessons that are already on a Silver Platter, prepared by the Ordinary People: mine is to take them from their mouths and serve them to you, with, of course; some Commentary.


I now grab this opportunity to wish all my Visitors: A Fruitful and Joyous 2011!!!

Thanks for visiting; You are always Welcomed!   


Your Friend,
Toto.

Sunday, 9 January 2011

Your Smiling Eyes

By Vusumzi Matomane on Wednesday, January 5, 2011 at 10:10pm


Your smiling eyes
flowers,
flashes golden scenes at a blink:



Dewdrops of tender love
glisten in your eyes,



Bright bubbles of true love
float
in your eyes



And everlasting waves of
passion
Ripple in your smiling eyes.


Copyright © Vusumzi Matomane 2004


Saturday, 8 January 2011

True Life Stories (The Bitter Soul)

By Vusumzi Matomane
[Free Lessons from the Ordinary People]

Last night, in fact; just after midnight, I decided to go outside the house—into the street: for a smoke and a breath-of-fresh-air at the same time. I am not allowed to smoke inside the house…so I always go out just to keep the peace between my Aunt, young Gugu and myself.
            And so, I walked out into the quiet street…nothing ever happens in MacDonald Street during the night (during the day, though, it is a different matter). This could be attributed, I guess, to the fact that there are only twelve houses on the block—I walk in MacDonald Street from end-to-end in; ‘literally,’ two minutes. It is the shortest street in town.

So once I was in the outside-world; I noticed that my neighbour (whom I am going to call A for now and whom I smoke with) was still having his lights on—and I was not wrong by assuming that A was still awake. A and I have a non-verbal agreement that: there is nothing wrong when one knocks on ones’ window, irrespective of the time. That agreement is not even written. I suppose it is a ‘telepathically-agreement’ between smokers…not that I am condoning the ‘smoking-habit’ (actually; I want to quit).

            And so, there we were, out on the street, chatting and smoking like chimneys. A buys the poison in packets—he never runs out of cigarettes.
B (a Male Nurse by profession) discovers that A and I are out on the street, and then he comes out to join us—and the congregation grows. B should have been a storyteller; I have always believed. He has a unique skill of weaving—intertwining—blending together pieces of stories (that might seem unrelated in the beginning) into a meaningful and entertaining story. And his stories; I have observed: are not fictitious.

“Gents, I’m not going to work this morning. I’ll just call the Hospital—tell them I’m sick or something.” B announced.
            “What is the matter now, Grootman?” I asked.
“By sunrise I’ll still be drunk…when you’re drunk; rather not go there in the very first place.” The ‘big brother’ advised us (A and I).
            “I totally agree Grootman.” A agreed.
“Better be disciplined for absenteeism instead. That Hospital—that place isn’t a hospital. If I’m to tell you the truth…it’s a prison.
There is this one dude there, he killed his: wife, wife’s boyfriend, sister-in-law and three kids.”
            “How Grootman??” In awe, both A and I, asked.
“Just as I’m telling you: with a pistol.”
            “You better not go to work then—sound as an unsafe working-environment; especially for an un-sober mind.” That was a wrong suggestion from my side…but then again; it was a right one.
“My point exactly, Chief,” sometimes he likes to call me that, and B went on to add, “Just the other day, the very same dude: spat on my colleagues’ face, tells my colleague that; ‘I don’t like you. You look like that bustard who was fixing my wife.’
Now, Gents, if a man can carry such animosity within himself—I mean; the bloody-bustard went on a killing-spree; murdering his own family. People like me mean nothing to him—that’s why, Gents, in this job; you’ve to be sober…you must be alert at all times. And that’s why I don’t go there when I’m not sober—too risky; on daily basis.”
            “You’re right Grootman,” and, I suppose, I was right by saying: he was right (I still think he is right).
After some few minutes of chatting (about other things now) and smoking; we decided to go back to our respective doors—calling it a ‘night,’ or rather, ‘dawn.’                   



Thursday, 6 January 2011

The Good Times

(An Exerpt from the novel "SoulMate")

By: Vusumzi Matomane

                     
The Good Times

The Nightingales played at the Beau Monde Cuisine their latest composition: Daddy’s Little Princess specially composed to suit the occasion—Portia’s twenty-first birthday. The socialites of Fortgale, celebrities, close friends, successful-and-famous professionals and members of the press were all present—cordially invited by Mr. Dube himself; to be part of the celebration. According to the Mr. Dube; there was no better way to celebrate achievements and special moments than with the company of dear friends congregated under one roof.
And so, even on this special occasion, Mrs, Mokoena, the Sibis, the Sokhelas, Odwa Nkosi and John Edgar were present; to witness the festivities of the big day—or rather; the big night.

“So, you’re John-of-all-trades?” Ntombi started with a forced smile on her face. She was fully aware of the camera-people who roamed the restaurant floor flashing cameras throughout the evening. And she did not want a funny-face published in the local newspapers. So, for the best part of the night Ntombi decided to force a half-decent-smile.
“I don’t follow,” the accused responded.
“You don’t only stalk defenceless women—you also trick them.”
            “I’m not sure I follow. I never stalked you—or tricked you into anything for that matter. In fact, we’re here because you owe me an apology: remember? You agreed to be my date, and now, here we are. I don’t understand the tricking part now.” John protested politely.
            It was common behaviour in Fortgale, especially at parties, to find couples quarrelling politely, in subdued voices whilst having heated arguments about this and that.
“I never agreed into anything—not in anything of this nature. I don’t attend parties—night parties. Technically, you forced me to agree into coming here John Edgar.”  Ntombi still maintained the smile.
She was alert in her conscious mind that the Beau Monde Cuisine was unlike the city park where she would have been free to raise her voice, point-out a thing or two, complain about this-and-that, pack her things and storm-out when dissatisfied.
The Beau Monde was a classical restaurant (intended by the Sibis) for people with style and class.
Storming-out now would be, definitely, uncalled-for. Such behaviour would divert all the attention to their table; creating embarrassment in the process—not only for John Edgar, but for her too. The nurse had to maintain a sweet temper even under the latest sour circumstance.
            “You can’t force people to agree with you, Nurse. Now, will you stop complaining and enjoy the party? ... I’d like to propose a toast; raise your glass,” John Edgar tried to escape the boiling-pot of complaints; seasoned with sprinkles of questions.
His toast, though, was swallowed by the applause given to Mr. Dube after his long speech that was adorned wit his business-prospects here-and-there.
            After the long speech, The Nightingales played, once more, now; their most admired song in Fortgale: When the World is Gone; I’ll be Loving You Still, a song that always got lovers to the dancing floor whenever performed by the quartet. The Nightingales were a sensation in and around Fortgale for their sweet tunes—songs such as: Before We Fell in Love, Let’s Go to the Moon, Heavenly Sweet, Your Smiling Eyes, Bridge Street, When We were Strangers…
When the World is Gone; I’ll be Loving You Still; was specially done by the Nightingales for the wedding of Nomsa Kapayi to Karabo Mokoena—and that was the wedding that the Fortgalers never forgot in a long time, and the song became a hit in Fortgale and was performed by the group in every joyous celebration.
           
            For more than five decades (since the discovery of coal in the region); the small town of Fortgale had been known as a paradise of the successful, rich and famous. Business boomed in Fortgale with The Dube Deep generating tens of billions of rands annually.
Gradually, the town became the jewel of the country. The Dube Deep owned by the coal-mining tycoon; Mr. Dube, was the heart and soul of Fortgale. Life was intertwined (directly and indirectly) to The Dube Deep, and for that fact, the big-old-man and his daughter, received more respect and attention than any other Fortgaler.      
Then there were the Mokoenas; who were a thread-and-needle that had sewn the warm garments of the Dubes.
Karabo Mokoena, a mechanical engineer, saw to the thermodynamic-affairs of the mine as well as improving design of the machinery used underground. Karabo was the engine of the mine whilst Nomsa did all the finances.
            ‘Nomsa you’re the brains of DD.’ The old-man would tell Mrs. Mokoena whenever he had the opportunity. Together, they; Mr. Dube, the Mokoenas and a team of engineers: designed, constructed and operated the world’s first emission-free fossil-fuel power-station. The state-of-the-art power-station (apart from megawatts) generated hundreds of billions of Rands for the small town of Fortgale. Migrants, business-people, scientists, engineers, researchers and scholars flocked into the small town—and so did the plastic-surgeon.
            Doctor Nkosi decided to come down and set up his practise, and his very first patient was Nomsa Mokoena. He gave her a new nose.         The long and pointed new nose became testimony in all of Fortgale that: Doctor Nkosi had a magical-and-miraculous knife that performed wonders—and Nomsa was living proof.
 Everything, suddenly, smelt sweet in the tunnels of her nostrils. Gone was the flat nose that she had been secretly mocked about, and made everything smelt badly. Nomsa had always thought the old nose a mistake; a mistake that Odwa Nkosi rectified.

“Odwa, please, you must help me.” Nomsa pleaded.
 In the absence of her husband (who was abroad on a business-trip), she decided to date Portia’s boyfriend for the birthday party.
            “Sasa, I’m unable to help you—I’ve too much work as it is. Besides; smoking and gambling addictions are beyond my scope of practise,” the young surgeon explained and continued to add, “The nature of your problems is mentally rooted. It requires the attention of a…a psychiatrist—however, I can always refer you to a friend of mine. She has had great success in this line of work and I’m sure…”
“No!” cried Nomsa in a whisper louder enough for his ears only.
She had heard or read somewhere; of how a psychiatrist could hypnotise a patient in an attempt to dig-out the roots of the patients’ problems. And Missus Mokoena had a couple of skeletons in her closet: she did not want the world to know about her smoking and gambling addictions, and above all, that she was carrying Odwa Nkosi’s child. Those were the skeletons (she thought); that the psychiatrist would, perhaps, if not probable, let loose and parade them for the members of the public to behold.
            And it was common practise within the medical fraternity in Fortgale to leak crucial information about high-profiled individuals to the press. She did not want her personal stuff to become public news.
“I’ll see no magician—who’ll make me fall asleep, and steal information from me, and sell it to the papers. You must help me. Either that or, I tell Princess Portia about our little secret—and my husband. And, Odwa; remember, I can always survive, no matter what the future brings, whilst you—you’ll be reduced to nothing… I’m going to the ladies. It’s your call and it’s your baby, Doc.”


            The Nightingales kept on entertaining through the hours of the night; whilst the Sibis, (the Sokhelas gave notice in the last-moments that due to a family crisis; they could not make it to the party), Mr. Dube and daughter: were chatting, dining and wining.
Their grandest table, positioned in the centre of the room, was the centre of attraction with its glamorous decorations—and the birthday-girl, dressed on a lovely and unusual outfit. She was dressed in a waitresses’ garb—apron and all.
            “Oh, Portia, my dear; I wish your mother could wake up from her grave and see how beautiful and intelligent a young woman you’ve turned out to be,” Mrs. Sibi was saying, “And what was it again that you were studying at varsity, Sweetheart?”
“I’m now a writer Mrs. Sibi, I’ve always been—and currently, I’m working on a children’s’ book that tackles the impacts of global-warming.” Portia explained to Mrs. Sibi who was very touched by the philosophy of the young woman
            “Now, that’s what I call intelligence, my dear: feed them the right stuff whilst they’re young, and they’ll grow up to be the best men and women of character and strong will—I admire your line of thinking, and I support you fully, Sweetheart—and I know that; Thandeka: may her soul rest in peace— is happy for the way you’ve turned-out to be.” The madam of the Beau Monde Cuisine encouraged, pointed-out and consoled.
“May her soul rest in peace,” the trio around the table sang in unison.
Immediately after the chorus Mr. Dube started, “But, Florence, the writers I know; are the poorest bunch I’ve ever come across.”
            “Lwazi, ever since we had this money; our problems began…and I say: all of this money we don’t need. The greatest wealth we can ever have is pure water and clean air. Your daughter here; has a solid point—you ought to support the child.” The old lady advised.
And just after her advise, and as usual; her husband added, “Dube, my friend, we can’t expect the whole world to dig coals—some of us must cook, others must build, others must entertain, others must do this-and-that and some—a chosen few; are being called to write. Let the child express her. She might teach the world a thing or two.” The old friends tried to soften ‘daddy’s’ stubborn mind.
            What mattered to Mr. Dube, since a young man; was currencies, profits and losses—business: imports and exports. His sound knowledge of finance had earned him friendships with the state-president and some of the ministers in the cabinet. He was very good at predicting what will happen in the financial-markets and knew what needed to be done to improve the economy of his country.
            ‘What you can do, Vuyani,’ he was told the president whilst they were having drinks in his mansion, ‘is to sponsor the achieving students in engineering—encourage them to become researchers…scientists, mh? Devise means of generating more funds for the kids: impose more tax on alcohol and tobacco. Underground; you’ve got most of the things that the world needs. All you need now are world-class scientists—in all faculties, and your problems will be solved…now; I’ll pour us other drinks.’
‘I totally agree,’ His Excellency had agreed; to the advise and the idea.


            And so the party continued to its climax with: The Nightingales still playing, the kitchen-staff sweating it out behind the scene, Zanele (the most hard-working domestic-worker in all of Fortgale) busy at the scullery, waiters and waitresses moving in smooth movements—attending to and serving everyone in the house, the media taking pictures, Mrs. Sibi, now chatting with Portia, and elaborating to the young woman how ‘men have inflated the globe with ugly gases’ and now; clueless about deflating it.
“A science which does not bring us nearer to God; is worthless…perhaps you could paraphrase that, my dear, and put it in your book.” She told the aspiring writer.




“I’d like to go home now—it’s been fun…enjoyed the party. I need my rest now.”
            “’M glad you enjoyed it. I think we should do this more often.”
“Edgar; I owe you nothing now—is that the life of the Architect: all party and no work?” Ntombi asked, now; with a true-smile on her face.
            “Oh no, it’s nothing like that at all. You still strike me…never mind. About the cookies and coffee: I’ve changed my mind; does that offer still stand?”
“Take me home John Edgar.”

Copyright © Vusumzi Matomane 2009

 [...to be continued...]